Multitudes spend their lives just chasing after things people and goals in the hope that they might find meaning in the existence......that they might be needed by someoen or essential to someone's well being..........the whole concept of procreation too boils down to the same line of thought.........
And i in my naive way used to wonder why there is the need to be needed.........alas i too succumbed to this need ..........indifference is a very very scarce commodity....around ME i see people wooing love and affection through materialistic things,through blackmail,through any conceivable means............strangely this association IS NOT THE MEANS TO AN END ITS THE END.........
i just wanted to be loved and trusted unconditionally............but the world is too used to conditions.........something ive learnt to accept.........i sincerely hope though to the Lord.........that the hardness of cynicism doesnt corrode my soul before i find that unconditionality................
But in the heart of hearts.......call it intuition......or a sense of foreboding.........i know i will never find it..........its judt a hollow dream........not the means to and end but the END itself.........a perfect sifar.
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