Its incredibly unsettling when your choices are wrong...it raises a huge question on your decisions...and although we all say "we dont care what the world thinks about us", we all do care.

i have made some wrong decisions in my time...and as i ruminate on them and look at them objectively i don't see them as a learning experience...the same situation like lightning never strikes in the same place.

my worst decisions have been about people...how can someone whom you thought about in one wa suddenly become a total antithesis of what you thought.i would say now in retrospect ...that i read the person wrong...is that good?
will my decisions always be like this? will i ever be able to see people for what they are?

i guess some of us are just born with it...and foolishly the rest of us believe age and maturity bestows these gifts on us.a clear case of living in a fool's paradise :)

i can only live in hope...and laugh at myself when i stumble...lol